Time really does flies. I remembered January and now its October. Not my intend to be discouraging or spreading negativity around, but since April bad things keep happening to me and it doesn't seems to stop.
Bad luck I guess
I am sick. Infected by h.plylori for more than 6 months now. I miss those time that I can eat nice spicy food and sleep without waking up in the midnight. I keep getting reflux during the night time, and waking me up mostly during 4 or 5 am in the morning. I really wish I can sleep more peacefully. Can I please just get well.
I got into accidents. 2 in 3 weeks! I was so frustrated back then. Met some dishonest people, crazy mechanics, very businessman kind of mechanics, the mechanics kind of mechanics.....I paid up a big amount of money to get things right. But it was alright now.
Things can be worst
I believe this is the only place i can be completely honest with myself. Have been loving someone so much that I have lost myself into it. More worst? Unrequited love. want more? It became obsessive. Cant believe it totally engulf my rationality. like, spoof. gone. Super emotional me, getting weaker as time goes. I has to stop. I keep convincing myself that this is OVER. Let the bygones be bygones. But, things are easier said than done. we all know the theories, but it doesn't work exactly in practical. Did I just cannot let myself to tell anyone in this world that, I thought I was in an equal love situation and I bought my love XXXX. Err..end up it was lots of quarreling and arguing. Can this be more sad? Yes of course, lover keep texting with ex during......... How about that?
Enough to kill me already. I am like zombies for the past few months. Keep the rest of stories for next time
Now, I just wish that I can sleep well, eat well and get some memory loss bits by bits, each day.
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